I've been hiding myself in this fetish since 2015. At this point I don't know what should I do. I have a girlfriend and she wants to do the dirty, but I've never seen any naked woman in my life, at least intentionally. My past 5 years consisted of watching stomachs moving around that does water sounds, without any interest of the outside world. I've escaped this redditor life hellhole and now I feel a lot better. But now, what should I do? Should I quit completely watching stomach growls in order to pursue my dreams ? It seems impossible...